1. |
spiral
04:55
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and on and on into the deep
i fall into the spiral of my head
i couldnt feel it but i saw red
what are the rules i make them bend
for me i fall asleep
in the astral realm i meet with all my fears
felt like the whole world disappeared
how could i wait here
in the cold yeah in the storm
i cant feel nothing no more
everythings real in bloody eyes
stars in the day translucent skies
aint no comin back no goodbye if i die
will u hold me back from the edge of the knife
yeah im lost in the night
layin next to you i fall asleep now
fuck her in the mornin gotta leave now
fall into the dark when i come down
speedin too fast gotta slow down
yeah im fucked up baby im fucked up
im fucked up baby im fucked up
in pain with you in black and blue
i see right through your skin its paper thin
playing a game that you'll never win
running a race that only ends
in death, in nothingness
the disease of a world thats digging its own grave
stuck in this place is it love is it hate
i need to leave here
i dont ever wanna be reminded of the pain
keep me livin in a fantasy never knowin a thing
yeah the pressure keeps building i think its about to break
its pumpin through my veins and suffocatin my brain
i try my best and its never enough for no one
pick up a pack and i think im about2 roll one
forcing myself not to quit im feelin so done yeah so done
layin next to you i fall asleep now
fuck her in the mornin gotta leave now
fall into the dark when i come down
speedin too fast gotta slow down
yeah im fucked up baby im fucked up
yeah now ill never love anyone else again
need to get it off my mind need another hit
yeah i know it from the start that its gonna end
when you tell me what is real i think ur full of it
yeah ur full of shit
i dont even wanna think about what couldve been
yeah im over it
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2. |
999
05:10
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listen to your heart its screaming
pumping through your frozen veins
opening them up like river
mouths that swallow all the pain
look into my eyes im cheating death
its pulling on my finger tips
its boiling my skin its
pumping in my blood the slowest
sludge so frozen drank the potion
feel it creeping feeling lost again
make me patient i cant take my
time when i am stuck inside
feeling lonely think i'll talk to
spirits lurking in my mind
in and out of dreaming i'm too
lucid maybe i'll go visit
lucy she's so pretty she only
speaks in frequency that i know
i know
i know i am an angel and i am the devil
i know ima die soon so please just be careful
i know that u hate me cause i am so cold
feel like 0 degrees when im making her moan
im filled up with demons they're too fucking heavy
i wanna get better i guess they won't let me
saw it changing shape it was behind my eyelids
i couldn't escape watched it take my whole life
need some time to be quiet i think i need silence
you cannot relate im too out of my mind
sinking further in silver became like a mirror
i break into pieces i fade into fear
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3. |
awake
01:49
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away
it washed
away
the pain
my heart
will bleed
i see
the way
away
away
away
away
throw it
away
i stay
awake
awake
awake
too late
now i
cant sleep
cant eat
cant think
cant dream
my blood
will leak
the cold
the heat
the sun
will burn
my cheek
the pains
not real
i feel
it take
away
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4. |
in skin
02:50
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memories melt in my mind and
who i think i am will die
reasons why i try to find im
multiplying in my
head im seeing patterns
my head is going faster than the
body that i see in bed
im letting go forever
its hurting but doesnt that mean that im growing
change the blood that i am holding
who am i controlling
is he wrong for listening to
demons calling talking to the
open door hes down the hall
went in the wrong direction
getting sick of his perception
he will tell you what he finds inside
but soon forget this state of mind
keep running in and out of time
his sense of self has always been a lie
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5. |
time
01:37
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holding on too tight i feel it creep inside
under adipose and leaking out the sides
i climb high
die trying
keeps me
in line
its coming on again the cold that never ends
feel it burning up when u wont take my hand
keep my fingers in my pockets maybe i wont lose my mind
yeah im lost inside my head its got me wasting all this time
been waiting all this time
wasting all this time
waiting all this time
wasting all my time
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6. |
phosphene
03:41
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im in the dark with my head in my hands
what am i worth if i am not a man
want to go home but i already am
all of this life ill be stuck in my head
warm and safe feelings i dont want to leave
its starting to hurt every time that i breathe
im letting go of what isnt here now
wont forget the bitter taste in my mouth
i know this is what i get
privileged piece of shit is dead
living dying nothing
nothing nothing nothing
i am nothing
feels like nothing
i see nothing
i am nothing
i am nothing
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7. |
damage
03:12
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softly slowly
making me nauseous
ive been
waking up hopeless
hollow
she only wants it
i know
darkness that follows
only when the moons bright
eternal night calls me
i hear it collide
the damage
maybe i want to lose everything
that i hold close to me so i dont feel pain
the reaper in my vision taking over
what i thought was real they want me to go away
crawling, creeping,
killing me gently
i see
patterns that haunt me
at night
im slipping further
cant fight
spiraling faster
alone in my own mind
theres no way out besides
in between these lines
im falling
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8. |
swallow
05:15
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comforting skin next to me
she said that i can never be
myself when i die i will be alone
listening to her heart i can't feel anything
below my neck, and now my thoughts will take control
and if u prefer
i'll leave out all the details of this emptiness i feel
and if u prefer
i'll be around to listen to your softly spoken words
darkness seems to make isolation easier
i welcome my hallucinations
understandings of what i am will come undone
as i spiral deeper into nothingness
but if it helps me sleep
i'll take out my frustration on my temporary skin
if it helps me sleep
i'll smoke until i never have another dream of you
being in this space where nothing stays the same
i feel this biting clawing pain inside my chest
fly against the window pain soon to die
why does he try
why try
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9. |
colder
04:33
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dont know why its so dark at night
its feeling colder every time
it never dies
its always right
where i am is where i cant see
what i see is where i am not
ill never die
severing identity
temporal boy hes bleeding
beginning to being free the
flesh that chokes him back to sleep
when and where am i
inside where everything is nothing
i am dying in my dreams
feel like i might be in too deep
i wake up when i fall asleep
it always dies
swimming deep in darkness but i
still feel myself breathing
creeping under hanging feet
the entity you'll never see
running out of time and falling
out of space the indescribable geometries
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10. |
111
03:49
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i see it in the dark
slipping out of my arms
pushing against the walls
prisoner happening
cut open the skin
leaving out of the marks
the dog is foggy eyed
the sky is leaving me
pollution in the head
consume and feed your self
i burn the path i led
the mind and body melt
the clouds are breaking now
spewing out of the mouth
i left my thoughts behind
nature of this is now
pollution in the blood
consume and feed your hell
i burn the path i led
my mind and body melt
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11. |
you are sky
05:00
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wilting flowers
getting older
staying here
feeling colder
reaching out and
pulling in the
hand is gone but
you're still here
looking inward
going slower
closer if i
close my eyes
all i see is
feathers falling
backwards into
nothing skies
stomach pain
down my face
hollow brain
its okay
didnt leave
only changed
what they see
you are me
now i look
beyond thought
it is one
you are free
i'll remember
what you said i'll
find you somewhere
in my head i'll
make sure they know
what you saw i'll
make sure they know
what you felt i'll
make sure they know
what you thought i'll
make sure they know
who you are
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