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i am just a process
no more man than i
feel too much to process
i feel it in my eye
i believe in something
i believe in no
thing i believe in makes
sense to me any more
they all play the game
i wont play the same
biting at my tongue
i want to understand
why this happens to me
the pain is in my head
i dont know his name
he drowned in the rain
asking if he's sane
ripping off his face
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2. |
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this time is different
i feel different
lost under tension
fateful companion
your skin is frozen
my wounds closing
you overestimate
the ones you love the steps you take
i want us to be best friends but
maybe baby i cant pretend
when im asleep
is when you call me
don't talk too deep
we'll be sorry
find hope in nothing
we are nothing
i want us to be until the end
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3. |
it unfolds
04:50
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mind trapped in flesh
feel my distress
i cant hear you
i cant heal you
see me in dreams
its not the real me
ill seek out your meaning and reach past the sky
inside your being ill feel when you cry
open his eyes and hes smaller than anything hes ever known
floating in nothingness running from everything hes ever known
rip him away from the boy in the mirror he wants to be known
holding his insides they spill out so easy dont want them to go
holding softly
lose my senses
feels exhausting
conscious ended
slow decay
this skin will change
but mind the same
as always
open her eyes and shes smaller than anything shes ever known
floating in nothingness running from everything shes ever known
rip her away from the girl in the mirror she wants to be known
holding her insides they spill out so easy dont want them to go
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4. |
u made me so tired
03:38
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your bones brittle and
your skin covered in marks
control everything
cause i wanna take my time
you're my favorite
person to talk to when i wanna die
when im high with you
all i wanna do is kiss you
sober dreaming
isnt what im feeling now
now things are different
they're always changing when you get so bored
this is the last time
ill think of wanting to call you mine
ill wait for nothing
while you wait for me to come around
he'll change his mind
like every time he did before
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5. |
self
04:00
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baby wants to fight
always wearing black
mommys not alright
never coming back
i like the way you pull your face
it tears in two the metal taste and
i will make you feel completely
ravaged ruined underneath me
i am burning up
watch the smoke come out
cook until it's tough
open up your mouth
you bite too hard your teeth are crooked
blood and spit misunderstood
ill pull your collar lead you there
it is heaven please just dont be
scared of his face
hear what ive seen
stand in his place
rot flesh like me
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6. |
get out
03:19
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ill start today making my way away
who says you have to wait to have anything
i know what you really want isnt just me
thats what i wanted too but you fucked it up more than you can see
i want to wake up dead
never feel a thing again
and i wont be scared of it
i just need to
and im not even sure if im pushing or falling away
out of your arms that held on too loose to me
cause the words that come out of your mouth are mold on my skin
and right now i bet you regret ever letting me in
i want to wake up dead
never feel a thing again
and i wont be scared of it
cause everything is just pretend
i think i want you to know
all the places that id rather go, than be
with someone who understands how i feel
and it hurts that you're so much like me
and i guess thats why i think we should be
as far apart as can be
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7. |
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bad girl haunt me always thinking
is it fleeting will you stay with
me if im me cant see through
anxiety you're blistering
i need you over cant get over
sadness isnt okay sober
good enough to wrap around you
never enough to surround two
bodies suspended in water
swallow freezing ocean water
smoke while we fuck we dont breathe it
why dont we talk about dreaming
she told me the walls were leaking
im not one for heavy breathing
hurt my tongue when you kiss me
i bite my cheeks and hope i bleed
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8. |
in yr head
02:01
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i cant control your head it
makes me sad when you are dead
it's what we have it's what we had when
we can be happy again i'll
make myself more than your friend i
want to make you feel again
since you have been so numb they fed you
from their mouths filled up with red
it's in your head wont stop again
it's in your head wont stop again
it's in your head wont stop again
it's in your head wont stop again
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9. |
r u awake
02:57
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