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i'll stop being happy if it means i can be what you want

by hysterla

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1.
useful 01:23
i hate myself when im with you cut up another line for tell me where you were when you say i love you too shave off my hair to be brand new id like to think youd want to be honest with me after all the shit weve been through live for myself a simple dude who doesnt like to be used by someone who thinks i am useful
2.
seeping 02:18
she cant help it baby walking i can smell it spit on your breath leaking insides body like mine control better times that you cry think of water rushing water self pleasuring never get me call her pretty master calling chain link hands your body trembling innocence is 10 years past her insect eater mind defeater you will break me snot in my eyes god of body painful walking
3.
smokey 02:29
ill never hold your hand sick baby seeing red we'll walk until we die ignore me when im high im useless and im ill being sober is being real dont fake being asleep your friends just cut too deep you kill me because you can dont spit into my hands your moaning gets to me it makes it hard to breathe
4.
fuccup 01:57
i want to spit in your eyes to give you a reason to cry come and hangout with the guys ill get you high choke on your smoke inhalation spit out the sut he takes into his mouth she takes it all in just to love under her sea is disrupted feeling like death is a part of her daily routine and she likes it that way feeling alone is as safe as can be i dont think ill miss such a large part of me since i dont know anyone i am anymore
5.
puke 03:22
i hate it when you say my last name call me when you understand i got real high and then slept today you are too clean to understand remember when we hung out last may you were so drunk you held my hand kiss my neck and call me sandy i'm scared that you won't understand i dont want you in my dreams i know why it doesnt seem like you feel like you used to be real my skin feels like its starting to rot unmarked pills is what shes got brisk iced tea and bacardi on your shoes its a race that you cant lose i dont want her my dreams she will make it clear to me cus she knows what she wants to be dead she wants, to leave so let her breathe come on with me ill set you free we are ugly what its like to be tell me, please
6.
cloudy 02:43
please be the man that wants to take me away from all this hell and desperation i wanna set my house on fire and kill my dogs go back to where you came from you dirty minded accident whenever you close your eyes you see a piece of shit like me i will forget about it after i leave town my eyes are always clouded when you go down you've been getting to me ill hear you inside ill call you baby get your hands off my face dont get me off like you used to, you dont get to me at all dont try and stop when i talk to you when you need to call
7.
cough 04:12
i cant wait to get you out your clothes i think with my mind closed and i wont stay to see her at her worst coughing in my mouth the boy who lives under your bed he doesnt play fair dont tell them they'll get scared i know that you hear me but they are much louder than i could ever wish to be

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bad songs written by me over the past half year

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released December 5, 2016

credit to rob hidy for the album photograph
thank u 2 nicole for being nicole

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